Liketolearn

So I booked a cruise for March 2020 from Chile to FL through the panama canal. I canceled the cruise 5 days before it was scheduled to leave because I was afraid of COVID and being stranded in Chile with no return ticket should the cruise line cancel at the last minute. Three days later (2 days before the cruise) they did cancel! From forum reviews it was obvious many got stranded in Chile with no help getting back to the USA. Instead of getting a refund, I booked a similar cruise for March 2021. A few months later, the cruise line canceled that cruise. So I booked another for September 2020 to England. Sure enough that got canceled. So I booked a 4th cruise for April 2021. Last year they canceled that one too. Every time I book, I lose money. I buy cancelation ins and then the ins company tells me that if the cruise line cancels, the ins does not cover anything. I requested a refund from the cruise line and they are refusing to give it to me. They are insisting I book a 5th cruise. I do not feel comfortable doing that. In fact, I feel like I am done with cruising for at least the next 5 years! Does the cruise line really get to keep my $6000? How do I get it back?

Does anybody know if on the Norwegian Star the difference in room size between the balcony ROOM and the mini suite ROOM? I know the mini suite bathroom and balcony are larger but I would like to know if the actual room space is any larger.