When I was younger , how do I explain this, I always wanted to be able to go into a restaurant by myself and have a meal. I just didn't have what it took to do that. But a lot of people I knew were able to go into a restaurant by themselves and enjoy nice meal and I envied them.
Actually, there was a time when I couldn't do anything alone. I always had to have an entourage. That's no longer the case thank goodness. My friends were way ahead of me in that area. They were always self sufficient.
I am grateful that I am at a point in my life where I can do things on my own. I don't have to stay home because someone else doesn't wanna go. It's very freeing. Hope that made sense