There was a fabulous singer/songwriter, Steve Goodman, who passed far too young. This is the second and third stanza from his incredible 1972 song, "The Lovin' of the Game." Give it a read and a listen.
All my life I ran around searching hard from town to town
But I never ever found anything to tie me down
Still I wouldn't trade my time for a solid diamond claim
No, I would not trade a fortune for the lovin' of the game
So long, darling, don't you cry, I hope that things pan out for you
All the good times going by, got to have ourselves a few
Where I'm going has no end, what I'm seeking has no name
No, the treasure's not the takin', it's the lovin' of the game No, the treasure's not the takin', it's the lovin' of the game
He said it was the highlight of the cruise.
He won and was acknowledged in front of all the other participants.
What else would/should you want?
Seems to be too trivial a matter for concern.