That's such distressing news to come home to. I'm very sorry to hear that you are in this position. As others have said, school librarians are so important to foster kids' love of reading. I didn't have a school librarian growing up, but my public library had a wonderful librarian who encouraged me and definitely instilled a love of reading in me that lasts to this day. She also inspired me to become a librarian. Hope something wonderful comes along for you. β€οΈ